today i got to leave school early because i got my braces off! XD yatta~~! its been two long years u_u and i can finally eat head on, instead of using my side teeth to gnaw on a peice of food. T_T* ^^ anyway! yeah...uhhh im bored. i didnt go back to school afterwords, and my appointment was at 11. ive just been redoing old pictures that i did in seventh grade, putting new ones next to the old ones. that was my first sketchbook. ^^ im on number ...ahhhhh.....six! ^^number six now. yup.

well, im eating hershey's kisses and no ones online. ja

~genki

i feel like i got ran over by a car in the ribcage, and it'll be worse tomorrow. its always worse the second day. well! the tournament last night went well anyway. i was || this close to getting third in forms, mkay? normally, they take the highest and lowest scores out, and at the other three. in case of a tie, they put the other two back in. well, i was tied for third, and they put the other two back in, and it was STILL a tie, so we had to do our forms again, and then i lost by ONE HAND! >_< anyway, i got second place in sparring^^so im happy. but like, okay. in the ranks of belts, it goes like this (For kyuki-do anyway)

white

yellow stripe

yellow

green stripe

green

blue stripe

blue

brown stripe

brown

red

black

okay. im a yellow-stripe. i JUST joined this year. because of a shortage in my division, i had to fight a blue stripe. FOUR WHOLE BELT RANKS HIGHER THAN ME!!! >XO i was not a happy camper, but she wasnt very good. she was 21, and im 14. but she got three points on me and i got one on her, by the end of the match i had her pretty much figured out, but yeah. she won. but i got second! yay! XD

yeah i dont feel like typing anything else other than i still havent found my grammar book which i lost on thursday. u_u* ja

~genki

last night was OKAY....i guess. i made a new friend, named Jori, but she goes to West. anyway, our first two songs were better than they've ever been, but our last--and usually best-- totally screwed the pooch, as mike put it. u_u in anycase, i stayed home sick today. i dont know, but i've felt like shit all week and i think it was stress-related. i'm feeling a little better today though, and i was thinking that maybe i'd rather do sparring than forms instead......i COULD just use the equipment at the dojang, and i definately want to do boardbreaking. its really easy, but because im so boney, it bruises my hand^^* oh well. lol

~genki

today just all around rather sucked...i dont know, it started out okay, but i wasnt a very happy camper to begin with. then i didnt feel good, my friend lauren's boyfriend made out with her friend jessica, i spilled peach soda all over the place at lunch, i lost my grammar book, i have a big project due tomorrow, i have a band concert tonight, and i feel like crap, i come home to find out that my mom got a flat tire, and we have no money to pay for it. we're in debt majorly, and we dont have the money to even buy her a new fucking tire. i dont know what we're going to do. this is a real problem. the world is built around money that we dont have. why do these things keep happening to us? my mom's car has gotten into three accidents in the last two years, already needed a frontal alignment, and now this? god! and my father refuses to pay it. i cant wait til he gets home and she's here *sarcastically* i cant stand dealing with them when theyre together anymore. they behave like children and i HATE it! i love them both, i really do, but i just wish they would act like fucking civilized people! they always think the other is jumping down their throat, even when they make a simple comment! and then theres the neighbors, who are rude to my mom because she tells our dogs to shut up in the morning. and i just....i dont know. today just was not fun. and theyre cutting my dad's hours again, which means that puts us on even less money. i dont know what to do. i need to get a job, but theres nowhere that will hire me. i cant stand it......i just cant stand this....seriously.......and i dont WANT TO GO TO A FUCKING BAND CONCERT! i hate it, and we suck anyway! the jazz band, the west cadet band, the symphonic band, and marching band perfectly make up the concert, we have 24 people in the fucking east cadet band, and we dont even know the music. we arent ready, and we suck. anyway....

yeah today was peachy.

~genki

today was pretty good i suppose, yeah...it's got a good feel to it...^^

why? i get my braces off next week! XD w00t, plus, the Comicon is tomorrow, and i get to dress up in a cheap store-bought geisha outfit. double w00t! XD

hmmmmm what to talk about today?

i guess the impending reality of all of my began and not finished projects. u_u thats the harshest part out of my day, i guess, and every day. let's see now......how many stories?

the one with lark (titleless)

Identity

me-dan story (")

me-cal story (")

my story about teckoni (")

my story about the vampire paridise (")

my story about the three maidens (")

manga?

Planet Sagami Vol 2

Planet Sagami Vol 1 (redo)

ASK Vol 1

Big Brother, Big Sister Vol 1

Angel Vol 1

*sigh* u_u*** its sad really....i've never much been into getting to where my best ideas are................ i just want to jump right there  ^^*** and theres the problem right there, folks. soy impaciente. u_u*

~genki